Where am I doing?

Behind this question is a struggle which is between your impulse and your ideal wish. If we behave according to our impulse we're just animal. However, we have another urge inside wanting us to do the right thing which is always opposite to our impulse. Therefore the real question is we don't know what the right thing is. Or we know what the right thing is, but we don't want to do it.

In short, we struggle therefore we're human being, not animal.

They protected themselves, defended themselves, avoided troubles, and etc. When they do these, the consequence is hurting others. That is the reason they want to do that, because they thing if they don't do that, they will be hurted. Since the creation of this world, men is doomed to this destination. Why doesn't it apply to other animals? Does a dear hat the tiger that killed it? A dear does protect itself by running away from an attack, but it's behavior won't hurt others.

Today the images of all those figures made me very displeased, even though I believe I can understand them.

I always want to make my parents happy, but I really don't enjoy being with them.

Today is my 40th birthday. On this road of life, I'm in the stage of fatigue and not interested in carrying on the journey.

Thank you Jesus because through you I know God.

看得見

主耶穌在世上醫好瞎子。讓他們活在真相中，而離開幻想。也許活在真相中是痛苦的，但主耶穌是活着，在父神的右邊為我們祈禱。主阿，當我受到別人的傷害時，好讓我記着我不要做同樣事在傷害我的弟兄。也讓我有勇氣去向弟兄道歉，如果我傷害了他們。主阿，我不知成功活在世上的道理，我也不應該知道。因為我是為差來到這個世界去完成父神在我身上的旨意。也許，有一天不再掙扎讓神拿去阻擋我看見神旨的世上情慾，我會很輕鬆地看到真理，也明白了真理。

耶穌是真理。要明白真理，還有哪裡可以去嗎？

路

路你在那里？
為什麼我看不到路徑？
為什麼沒有同路人？
為什麼甚至連過路人也沒有？

上帝啊！我在求一條他人的路。
但你郤為我度身訂造，一條不用比較
不用競爭，也不許競爭的路。

上帝啊！讓我重學安息。
讓我抬頭看飛鳥，低頭察螞蟻。
阿當領我離開了樂園，
除非你的引領，我是回不去的。

我如何得知我沒有迷路呢？
你已在路上豎起了十字架。
豎在高崗的十字架，
放在桌子上的燈。

用雙眼定睛在十字架，
提起雙腿，就跑。
這就是我的路。

興趣

如果愛因斯坦像大多數的人一樣，想像必定有佷多人比自己聰明和有才華(這是必然對的事實)，以比較的觀點去研究物理，他必定會放棄不做了。為什麼他還去做研究？必然是對其之興趣所然，樂在其中之故。我想這才是成功之道，而不是什麼努力，專心之類之言。可以專心，可以努力，皆因興趣之故。

將他人的成功之道扔進Trash吧！做自己有興趣的事吧，使你活得快樂之事吧。

10 Feb 2008

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